Contemplations Contemplatin' Since 2008

Organising one’s life…

Well, It's been a little while since I've written in here, but not too long really. I've been meaning too for a few days, but I have a severe lack of energy. It's probably down to the fact that I don't have a hell of a lot to motivate me at the moment. So I just end up procrastinating over writing in here, until such time as I do.

I've been thinking of all the cool things I can do whilst I'm out of work. A few of them are as follows..

I can put time into my friend's company, as I've kind of done some work on and off for him. I'd like to delve deeper into any projects that he's got going so that I can help out where needed, and just put some cool ideas on the table. (Well hopefully cool ideas). There are some interesting things I can be doing for him, so it's just getting those things to do, then working at them!

Another thing I've wanted to start doing again, is pick up my C# book, and start learning some more. I've only read the first 20 pages or so of the book, and I really would like to learn it more in depth so that I can hopefully actually have the talent to start coding in C# in the coming months (even if it's simple stuff).

I've also been going to work and helping my dad with stuff that he needs doing. I find that if I stay at home too much, it's too easy to let yourself get de-motivated, the depression of it drags you down. So I've been focusing on the positive things I can do with my time. I've written up a schedule for myself, which I'm slowly starting to adhere too, and I'm hopefully going to be sparing some good amounts of times for things mentioned above.

I've found an increasing amount of comfort in watching TV programs recently, such as House, and Diagnosis Murder, the latter one being corny and often so predictable you might as well turn it off in the first few minutes, but hey, it gives you an escape from reality, and sometimes gets your mind thinking. I especially love House, and I've become increasingly more interested in it just recently as I've found the time to watch it. I'm forever looking up medical terms and medical conditions on Wikipedia when I hear about them on house, it's so interesting, because there are always rare cases which they have to really think about and analyse to find the correct diagnosis. Often trial and error. I sometimes wonder if I would have been better off practicing medicine, but then I think, 8 years or so of University, and some rather difficult medical exams are probably not something I'd enjoy doing. I find myself yearning for the end product without all the stuff beforehand.

Anyways, I've decided that whilst I'm out of work, I'm going to be recording some more videos to go on Youtube. The picture quality of the video won't be fantastic as I'm doing it on my webcam, however the audio will be good quality, as I will be using a proper Microphone with a decent mixer to input my Microphone and Guitar into it. Watch out for any new videos on Youtube by 'txtman21', yep, you've got it, that's me!

Anyways, I'll say goodbye for the meantime, and write in here within the next couple of days. Peace!